There may be vulnerable emotions and feelings surrounding our heart desires.
In my case, it was unworthy to acknowledge and communicate those vulnerable emotions with myself and others. “Who cares about them anyway…” So my heart gave up expressing them. Instead, I perceived expressions of vulnerabilities as problems that needed to be solved. Therefore, I became a super solution-driven person. Offering solutions to problems to others made me feel worthy of living. Being solution-driven means issues needed to exist in the first place and consequently, I was attracting issues constantly one after another. It was a coping mechanism coming from the feeling of worthlessness. This was my perception, not the truth. Fear and pain coming from the sense of worthlessness were suppressed to the point that I did not feel it anymore. In fact, there were no more solutions to the feeling of unworthiness unless it was to be expressed and understood. Those expressions are the source of our creativity and the power that we are. I knew deep within that I am worthy and had been waiting to be discovered and felt all these years. Interestingly, our deep knowing is gained through experiencing the vulnerability. “I am not worthy” = “I want to feel worth of myself.” = “I am worthy.” Your inner voice needs to be heard and your heart desires to be expressed, not only to yourself but also to others, because your voice will resonate with the others’ inner voice. That is how we know who we are.
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